So since my previous blog about you know what. (Insert title here). I have had some other things go down that cannot be explained. I have had quite a few dreams in my life and some seem more significant than others. Yet, what I’m learning on my spiritual path is that more and more of my dreams tend to have hidden meaning.
I have been talking to several people about synchronicity versus coincidence and sometimes those lines get blurred. If you are the kind of person that believes in coincidence.
As you learned in one of my last blogs dreams seem to be when all my higher beings send me intuitive messages or even warnings of things to come. It is my job to interpret them and as I am still learning sometimes I do chalk up a dream to just something I ate.
I had a friend tell me recently that a synchronicity was kind of like when you buy a car and then suddenly their everywhere. Your mind actually searches them out because we are always searching for connections. Yet, some of my dreams that have come to fruition in real life I wasn’t searching for. In fact two of my dreams that have come true I was horrified to find a connection with. So is what my friend said true or is there something more to it than that. I will let you decide here is my most recent dream.
I was standing outside in a post apocolyptic world taking my small dog outside to use the bathroom. Where rows of houses in my neighborhood once stood was now a dustball of nothingness save for the mobile home we now lived in with broken out windows and a rusty color orange around the frame of the door and windows. To say it was a shithole is an understatement but at least it was a roof over our heads.
I was taking the small dog out when a gang of guys approached me looking like they just stepped out of a movie scene from waterworld they told me they were taking my bigger dog. My baby! I asked why and they said they made a deal with my husband and left it at that. The leader’s voice dripped with inuendo. I reluctantly let them take her as I got the impression they would hurt my family if I didn’t give her up. Then I scolded my husband for making such a deal. I screamed that they may try to eat her and he said, ” Well let’s go get her back then.” Then thankfully the dream dissolved. Now I know what you are thinking I was thinking the same thing when I woke up. “What the hell did I eat?” What does this all mean? I couldn’t tell you.
However, yesterday I was on my way in from my last break and something white caught the corner of my eye and there in real time was the exact trailer from my dream. Busted out windows and that same rusty color around all the windows and door frame! It was being pulled by a semi down the street right in front of me. I did a double take and even almost slapped myself. Because I had to be dreaming still right? But I wasn’t! Here was a part of my dream in real life staring me down. Wtf!
Was I subconsciously searching out this house as my friend suggests? Even though that was not the point of my dream? Or was it the point of the dream and I was receiving some sort of cosmic warning sign? Either way it freaked me out.
However, my next dream was even more daunting than the last one and even though this one happened long ago it still puzzles me.
I was climbing an old worn out set of stairs above a condemned bar. At the top was a door and behind that door was, my past. My ex who after opening the door the dream would switch and I would be chasing him through the streets of Boston trying to kill him. Now I must tell you I had this dream off and on for over twenty years! Then last May he found me on fb. I confronted him and all these years of pent up feelings I had about him. None of it good. Yet, while I was dreaming these dreams I knew they were a dream due to that damned staircase and that stupid door. It even got to the point where as soon as I began the climb. I would actually say in the dream, “Damn, here we go again!”
Once I confronted him though the dreams went away. Or so I thought. Months later I was scrolling through facebook and came across his page with a picture of a house he had just bought to renovate and guess what the picture was of… Yes, it was that same damned stairwell and that same damned door I had been dreaming about for the last twenty years! How is this possible? Because I know my mind wasn’t seeking a connection to that!
How can this be explained? My only explanation is that these dreams are my higher self warning me of something that I still don’t understand. These are synchronicities that have been given to me through some unearthly power as a sign. I just don’t have any clue what they are, yet. Synchronicities are like bread crumbs they make you sit up and take notice in your waking hours when you are too blind to see them. Maybe they were an omen of things to come. Maybe my dreams were actually giving me the strength to say what I needed to say when the time came. All I know is that I am never going to Boston, ever!
I haven’t dreamed these dreams since confronting him maybe it’s because I took from it what I needed but I refuse to believe these synchronicities were just because my mind sought out some sort of connection like the car thing. Anyway you want to look at it they meant something. Whether they brought me peace or not is still up in the air. If you have any thoughts please let me know. If you have had any synchronicities of late I would love to hear them… Until next time and happy dreaming.